Don't Look at Me

Don't look at me


for you shall see my cry

as i can't bear to lose you

again

you ripped my heart before

left it open and to die



Don't look at me

for i can not look at you

please walk away

forever

as i can not do this again

your love is

like a bullet ripping through



Don't look at me

Take back all your love

forgot everything about

me

I shall not turn to see you go

so grant me one last wish

please fly away like a lonesome dove

Those who write shall always be happy!

So I have thrown myself into writing heavily - I figured if I slack than I know I will just stop and I love to do it so much. Whether I'm good at it well that remains to be seen but I'm happy doing it and I love it. It's such a brilliant way to express yourself through which ever piece you do.

Unfortunetly it does mean I have been rather unsociable by having the computer pretty much glued to me all night - we will change that tomorrow and put it down for a while.

So if you fancy yourself as a bit of a writer head on over to Helium it is a great place to start.

Dream

Dream





Closing my eyes to take me to sleep


I dream of you in a world so real


where you never left you stayed with me


I float through fantasy and fiction


the lines of reality beginning to blur






dreaming I caress you skin


our bodies entwined once more


your breath on my soft supple body


you devour my soul as


I forever release myself to you






when I'm awake life is


but an endless nightmare


I yearn to be with you again and again


tired of living this life without you






But until that day


when we shall stand together once again


to souls destined together


I will continue to dream of you


always and forever just us two

Blank




Slice through deep layers

Cut away through the surface

A crimson wave appears

A flow that is better than any tears



Memories etched on to the skin

Immortal scars fade to white

A blank canvas full of emotions

Of a life that barely has any notions



Long sleeves to hide the pain

A lie of a smile to convince

No one is to ever have known

Of the pain that was never shown

Trapped

Shattered, Broken, Empty
thats how you make me feel
you make me hate you
yet I just can't seem to escape

Free, Loved, Fulfilled
thats how you used to make me feel
you made me love you
you set the trap

I shall defeat you
I shall escape
I will feel again
Positive, Alive, Real

Thats how I long to feel

A poet must leave traces of his passage, not proof.

The quote above is by Rene Char.

They smile at each other one last time
he wipes a tear from her cheek
her face nuzzles into his hand
she never wants to leave but she has to
she has to say goodbye

they turn to walk away
glance at each other from behind
neither notices
they lost it all
the spark
the magic
they lost themselves for a while

now it's time to be rediscovered again